I didn't even go to Taylor's house. I have been way too stressed, when I tried to exercise it just made it worse. I just needed to rest. I think I had a lot of emotions that have not been dealt with, it felt very painful when I released them through journaling and feeling the emotions. I usually avoid emotions but I realized that just makes it worse. It's interesting how the amount of adrenaline I had can cause physical sickness, it felt like I had a fever and extreme chest pressure. All is well now, I just needed to wait it out. |