Wasatch loop. I feel out of shape and my muscles are weak. I want to get back into the habit of running every day.
I've been tracking my moods, suicidal ideation, number of meals, and whether or not I take my medication. Lately my mood states and suicidal ideation haven't been where we want them. My therapist was concerned and strongly suggested I get in to see my psychiatrist ASAP. The soonest I can get in is November 4. I've been having mixed states again (depression and hypomania at the same time) and that's concerning. Mixed states are the most dangerous to be in- from both a suicidal standpoint and from a let's-mess-up-your-life standpoint. I'm not too worried though, it's been much worse before. I just need to adjust my meds a little.
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