Went 2 miles and had to stop. Something is wrong. Get to the doctor and "something is glowing around your stoke". A glowing brain ... that's not good. A very difficult week for me followed. The doctor said that depending on the results of the test, I may not be able to run any more. Not - you can't run competitively. No. You can't ran at all. I really didn't know how to react to this. It set my brain into all sorts of crazy ideas. It was a tough thought to try and digest. Running is so much more to me than one might think. Its racing; competition; overcoming self; mastering body and mind; enjoying beauty; thinking and reflecting; becoming one with myself and all that is around; refocusing; finesse; endurance; challenge; love; introspection ... |