This morning....good hell where do I start? It all began at 4:45 with an attempt at running on the tread. Which abruptly ended 60 seconds later because I feel like my right glute and low back are being jarred. I don't know how people deal with an injury but I am really beginning to feel really hopeless and lost.
Speaking of lost....I lost it this morning. After doing 30 minutes on the stair master and an hour on the elliptical I had a breakdown. I was watching my friends and other people running and it was all to much. Yep I cried at the back of the gym. An older friend named Ginnie must have sensed something because she suddenly turned around and came up and asked me how I was. I cried more. She knows me and she knows how hard this has been for me. She has watched me really take off this last year and a half.
I don't know if I can do the blog anymore until I am running again. It's all to much of a muchness for me.
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