5am- I really hate getting up this early. I only ran 20 minutes today because i was tired and race later so.
3pm- we had a race today but i might as well have stayed home. maybe I was dehydrated. this season I really have not had many good races. I am in amazing physical condition. I am a mental wreck. I dont know why or how and I dont know how to fix it. I dont feel like im in bad mental condition and I have no trouble being a beast. It is like i have been cursed
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