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Ragnar Relay - Wasatch Back

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Location:

American Fork,UT,

Member Since:

Nov 27, 2009

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

Boston Qualifier

Running Accomplishments:

St George Marathon

2011 - 4:11:52 

2017. -4:01:17

2021 - 4:03:05

Salt Lake City Full Marathon

2013 -  4:23:03 

Ogden Marathon

2012 - 3:58:35

2013 - 4:17:20

2014 - 4:02:51

2017 - 3:55:22**

2023 - 3:57:09

Utah Valley Marathon

2019 - 4:05:37 

Top of Utah Marathon

2014 - 4:09:27

Mt Charleston Marathon

2019 - 4:05:33

West Mountain Marathon

2015 - 4:42:34

 

St George Half Marathon

2012 - 1:55:00

2013 - 2:03:00

2014 - 1:46:00

2015 - 1:48:00

2022-  1:42:45**

Salt Lake City Half Marathon

2012 - 1:51:00

2014 - 1:44:01

Hobble Creek Half Marathon

2001 - 1:40:00**

2011 - 1:45:00

2012 - 1:43:00

2013 - 1:43:00 

2022 - 1:48:53

Ogden Half Marathn

2024 - 1:48:58 - 3rd place in AG

American Fork Half Marathon

2013 - 1:48:24

2014- 1:53:23 (pacing Tim)

2017  - 1:47:54

2018 - 1:48:12

2019 - 1:47:50

Timp Half Marathon

2012 - 1:47:18 

2022 - 1:49:40 (AF Cancer course)

Utah Valley Half Marathon 

2011 - 1:55:00 

Top of Utah Half Marathon

2010 - 1:48:20 

The Haunted Half Provo

2018 - 1:51:28

 

Goblin Valley 50K

2014 - 5:58

Red Mountain 55K

2018 - 7:31:37

Antelope Island Fall Classic 50K

2017 - 6:14:23

Antelope Island 50 Mile

2015 - 10:10:00

Antelope Island 100 Mile

2018 - 26:53

 

 

**Personal Best 

 

 

Short-Term Running Goals:

 

 

Long-Term Running Goals:

To qualify for Boston

Personal:

Married for 23 years. I have 18 year old triplets and a 15 year old. I love to sew, garden, and run!

Favorite Running Quotes: 

1.  

"Sooner or later the serious runner goes through a special, very personal experience that is unknown to most people.

Some call it euphoria. Others say it's a new kind of mystical experience that propels you into a elevated state of consciousness, a flash of joy.

A sense of floating as you run. This experience is unique to each of us, but when it happens, you break through a barrier that separates you from casual runners. Forever. And from that point on, there is no finish line. You run for your life. You begin to be addicted to what running gives you."  

~Nike Poster

2.           A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

Lao-Tzu

You’ve no doubt heard this.  And you’ve probably recited it in your mind on a run or at the gym when you’re just beginning to get in shape.  You have a goal in sight and this quote brings you back to the current moment.

 

But the problem is that many runners forget all of the steps between the first one and the goal.  If your goal is to run under two hours for the half marathon then you need to be honest about all of the little steps to get to that goal.

 

…and what I’d rather see you do is to get the goal out of mind completely, but rather focus on the process, not the outcome. -Jay Johnson Process orientation, not outcome orientation.

 

You should have goals, but you should take it one step at a time.  And you should be honest about the fact that you don’t know how many steps it will take to get there. ~ Vernon Gambetta

 

3.  Human beings are made up of flesh, blood and a miracle fiber called COURAGE! ~ George Patton 

 

4.   Find the courage to be patient.

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Miles:This week: 13.95 Month: 44.34 Year: 964.25
2014 - Minutes Lifetime Miles: 28605.00
Race: Ragnar Relay - Wasatch Back (18.1 Miles) 03:20:00
Slow milesFast milesTotal Distance
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Team Name: "Don't Punch My Car"  (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80entLldZOg)

Van 1:

Leg 6:  6.9 miles (58:48:00) - elevation change (-1119 ft)

Leg 18: 8.1 (1:23:00) - elevation change (604 ft)

Leg 30: 3.1 Miles (27:25) - elevation change (-63 ft)

Wow...what an experience!  We left American Fork about 6:30am to get to Logan.  Our scheduled start was 11:00am.  We had a couple pull out last minute, so we had 2 replacements.   Jason (aka Rocket Man) ran in college, so he dramatically changed all of our exchange times.  We had a lot of fun riding up to Logan!

We got there in plenty of time, went through our safety seminar, shopped at the Ragnar tent and laughed at all the other team vans (a few favorites were Angry Birds, Jack Bauer for President, Bringing Sweaty Back, and Sofa King Tired).

Then I got a phone call that my mom had been admitted to the hospital.  Tim and I were trying to find a way to get back to American Fork to get a car (we didn't drive) and if we were even allowed to see her.  We finally decided to run our first few legs (which would also bring us closer to home) and see what was going on (it ended up we weren't allowed to visit till Saturday evening, so it was a good distraction).

It was fun cheering all the runners in and taking pictures. The Garmin didn't charge the night before (must have slipped off the cradle), so I was a bit distrubed that I wouldn't know how far I had gone.

I started my first leg around 3:45pm.  I was getting nervous as we drove up Avon Pass...the uneveness of the dirt road, all the dust, etc....  I got my slap bracelet and took off.

That first mile was beast!  I finished the Avon Pass incline....I really seemed to be effected by the elevation.  I was huffing and puffing and it was hot!  Once I hit the downhill, I realized how uneven the road was (and rocky).  The downhill started to take a toll on my legs and I was really excited to see the "one mile to go".  I got a Sombero hat and a free meal to Cafe Rio.  But I had to carry the hat a good half mile :(

Ben (runner #3) had an old co-worker that lived one street over, so we went to her house to take a shower and eat.  Ohhhh....that felt good!

I was starting get tired.  I started my second leg around 11:45pm.  I knew it was going to be a climb and was grateful it would be dark so I couldn't see it.  It was cold out, so I wore a long sleeve jacket and compression socks.

This was an emotional run for me.  I was beyond tired (considering I usually go to bed around 10:00pm), it was COLD, it was my longest and hardest run.

I didn't turn on my music which is really out of the ordinary for me.  I'm not sure if my senses were off.....It was dark and I couldn't see well, so I was relying more on my hearing.  But it was very comforting to hear my own breathing and the stream running along side the road.

The van pulled up around mile 3 and gave me some water.  It is so comforting to have them support you!  I saw them again around mile 5. After that they stopped every mile to make sure I was ok.  I was so grateful to see a familar face!

This is where it started to get hard for me.  The wind was starting to pick up.  The hills were getting bigger and longer.  My legs were ON FIRE!!!!  I passed a lady in a pink jacket.  I told her to come run with run (thinking to myself I won't be able to do this alone).  I have no idea who she was, but I was really grateful for her presence. 

This is where I really had to go past the physical pain and focus on the mental aspect of the run.  I kept saying "one foot in front of the other"....  "Just run to that tree"...."One more hill".  I was so cold and so tired and so in pain. It was the hardest run I've ever done. 

I could see the lights to the exchange and just wanted to be finished.  I took off and found my teammate.  I told him, he was the most favorite person I had see all day.  Then I found the pink jacket lady and told her thanks.  It is amazing the kind of connection you can have with someone without even talking. 

It took me awhile to find Tim.  I was really starting to shake because I was SO cold.  We got a hotel room to shower and sleep for a few hours.  Best money spent on the whole trip!

We left the hotel at 4:30am and I felt like a zombie.  My legs were so thrashed that I thought I wouldn't be able to walk much less run another 3.1 miles!

I slept a bunch during the morning.  I started my last leg around 9:45am.  My legs felt like lead.  I felt like I was going so fast, but when I came to the "One more mile" sign I looked at my watch and saw 19:18.....so so so slow!!

I was so glad to be done!  I was so physically and emotional exhausted.  We took showers at the middle school.  Hooray for showers!  We got some real food and then took off to Park City. 

We had to wait an hour till our final runner came it.  She was running WAY TO FAST that last 100 M.  Her hubby called out to slow down.....none of us could keep up. 

So all in all......it was fun but I'm not sure if I want to do it again.  My legs are throbbing today (Sunday) and I still feel out-of-whack.

 

(I haven't even proof read this.....too tired)!

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Comments
From Scott Wesemann on Tue, Jun 21, 2011 at 13:18:57 from 66.239.250.209

Wow! That sounds like an awesome experience. Nice work out there Toby. way to push through the tough times. Those are some of the best experiences to look back on.

From Burt on Tue, Jun 21, 2011 at 13:34:01 from 206.19.214.144

Sounds like you had a great time. Sounds like you can do hard things. And you do need to proof read ;)

From RAD on Wed, Jun 22, 2011 at 01:42:14 from 98.202.17.113

Sounds like a wonderfully classic Ragnar experience! I too am not sure I will ever do another. They are fun, but the sleep and craziness is hard to handle when you get home and are expected to function normally.

I hope your mom is okay and that things are looking up now!

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