find each others light

Surgery on my upper back to have a cyst removed so no handstands today :(

Walked 2.3 miles with friends.

Did 30 handstands with plank for 2min and then 1:30 in between the handstands. I held one handstand for 30 seconds but the rest were between 5 and 10.

53:26 AP 10:05

Super cold this morn. It was nice to run with light. I slept in cause it's UEA.

Off to snowbird for some activity fun with my kids!

I ran 1.34 around the neighborhood. During my run a lady rode up behind me on her bike, calling me by name. It's a lady I always see out riding her bike while I'm running. She asked if I was in pain because it looked like I was limping. She said she noticed today and last time she saw me running that I was running differently and apparently she's concerned enough to talk to me about. She basically advised that I stop running so I don't end up like her, on a bike for the rest of my life. She said I'm young and I need to be careful and ...I appreciate her concern but I just want to scream! I was telling her (she rode beside me as I ran this 1.34) I rested and that it wasn't hurting as bad as it used to. I stopped running cause I guess she was going to keep riding beside me till I stopped. Then I saw Lysa ran past up ahead but she didn't see me. I wasn't sure if it was her either cause she cut her hair. ANYWAY, I stopped running.  As we watched Lysa run by the lady said "She's not running funny." Like me. Okay...so...should I stop running? Should I listen to her? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! This probably doesn't make any sense. I don't care. I'm just mad. I'm MAD! I feel like I've lost what I had and can't get it back. I'm fat again and I can't run anymore. I guess this is my goodbye.