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Location:

Millcreek,UT,

Member Since:

Jun 21, 2011

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

Other

Running Accomplishments:

800m- 2:23

1600m- 5:10

1 Mile- 5:12

3200m-11:03

XC 3 mile-17:55

XC 5k- 19:00

XC 6k- 22:25

Local 5k- 18:42

Local 10k- 41:31

Local 15k- 1:03:55

Unofficial Half (2020)- 1:45:46

Official Half (2021)- 1:49:28

60% (5 miles)- 32:32 (6:30 average)

80% (3 miles)- 18:52 (6:17 average)

16x400s- 82.0 average

20x400s- 82.6 average

SUU Road Race- 23:30 (3.9 miles/6:02 average)

Short-Term Running Goals:

Get up to 45-50 miles/week

Run a sub-19:30 5k again

Train for and race a half marathon

Long-Term Running Goals:

18:45 or under 5k

Run a marathon

Personal:

27 years old, not married, no kids. Going against the norm in Utah.

Mental health advocate, LGBTQ+ rights supporter. Newly identified bisexual woman. Ex-mormon

Former college runner for Southern Utah University

Currently studying Social Work at the University of Utah

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Miles:This week: 0.00 Month: 0.00 Year: 0.00
Adidas Distancestar Spikes Lifetime Miles: 3.00
Adidas Boston 7 Lifetime Miles: 430.33
Nike Pegasus 34 Lifetime Miles: 493.60
Nike Pegasus 34 II Lifetime Miles: 365.31
Nike Pegasus 36 Lifetime Miles: 480.43
Nike Pegasus 36 II Lifetime Miles: 319.00
Nike Pegasus 37 Lifetime Miles: 188.01
New Balance FuelCore Nergize V1 (walking) Lifetime Miles: 219.85
Nike Pegasus Turbo Lifetime Miles: 31.68
Total Distance
8.75

Wasatch and VA loop. I read an article today that I thought was relatable. I realized I haven't been enjoying running. In high school it was often the highlight of my day. Now it's an obligation, and I continue to let myself down. This article said that motivation is what gives you the push you need to work through pain, and is closely tied to enjoyment. If you don't enjoy running, why would you want to make yourself suffer? Honestly, I haven't truly enjoyed running for months. I used to look forward to workouts but I just don't anymore, unless it's a long run at a slower pace. I've felt guilty about this, because I labeled that as lazy. I'm becoming one of the people I despised in high school: those who don't work hard and waste their talents. And I hate it. I want to work hard, improve, and have fun. I'm finding it difficult to do so. The article labeled this as a burnout. Maybe I'm burnt out. Maybe that's my real problem. I kinda thought it was just a lame excuse for not working hard, but maybe it's a real thing. For right now, I guess I'll just look for ways to enjoy running. I won't bother with trying to meet some standard, I just want to be pleased with what I can accomplish.

Nike Pegasus 31 Miles: 8.75
Night Sleep Time: 8.00Nap Time: 0.00Total Sleep Time: 8.00
Comments
From Salem Lake Dragonfly on Sat, Jan 02, 2016 at 17:11:57 from 71.49.36.145

Hey,

I havent been running as long as you, nor as fast...but I understand the feeling you describe. I think everyone battles with it at least once but the important thing is to enjoy running. Last time I felt as you do, I backed off a bit, took some rest days and did a lot of easy running. Any running, even easy will work your aerobic systems, so you can keep your fitness while you think things through. Im sure withing 3 weeks you will feel that competitive spirit resurface. Another thing, so many people are starting their running/weight loss journeys with this new year...perhaps helping them learn to run and be healthy will bring back the Joy the sport provides. Motivation is contagious. Have fun and RUN!

From Sarah Spiro on Sat, Jan 02, 2016 at 20:06:28 from 104.169.173.29

Hey Sarah, I totally went through that exact same thing during track season my freshman year, all the way through the summer too. It just really sucks, and I think that a big reason for it for me was that I was very used to being up front in workouts and winning or in the front pack at meets in high school. And it's hard when you transition to college and you usually don't get continued replenishment of your motivation by your success, you have to learn to have motivation just by the fun of running itself and personal improvement. For me, 2 things that would always re-spark my running love were to enter a fun little road race where you know you can do well and just enjoy a fun-spirited running community environment instead of the super serious realm of the NCAA. And then also to take a few days to run in new places, maybe the next town over or whatever, and explore a bit. Use your stopwatch instead of GPS. Stop and look at pretty things when you want. :)

I'm super sorry you're feeling burnt out!! It's 100% a real thing and you aren't at all being lazy. I'll be praying for your season! I'm rooting for ya, even over here across the country haha!

From Connor Baller on Sat, Jan 02, 2016 at 21:53:44 from 75.169.56.21

I'm not sure when your indoor meets start, if you are supposed to be training for them but if you took a couple days to cross train or just take totally off that would help. I took 2 weeks off after footlocker and I'm cross training this week so I have taken a good long break from running so when I come back I can be running and working hard till may. I like Sarah's suggestion of switching up where you run. It's always fun when we drive somewhere and go for a trail run or just run in a different city so the roads aren't as boring. Hopefully everything works out for you!

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