THOU SHALT BE A COMEBACK

December 26, 2024

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Location:

Wichita,KS,

Member Since:

Sep 14, 2008

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

Local Elite

Running Accomplishments:

marathon pr:  2:59:49.  Saint George 2011

Praire Spirit 50 mile winner 7:36:30 2013

I accidentally ran 100 miles in November 2013.  it was hard.  I threw up a lot.  decided to do a better job next time

I did it again on purpose October 2014--Heartland 100 winner and CR 17:38:37

Heartland 50 winner May 2014

Psycho Wyco 50k winner February 2012

 

Short-Term Running Goals:

Run enough to hold off the middle-age spread

 

 

 

 

Long-Term Running Goals:

 

Sub 3 hour marathon--SOMEDAY!  Done!

 

New long term goal:  ....run enough to feel kinda like I did when I was fit

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Personal:

I was a single mom.  Two times over.  We all survived, despite the fact that I make atrocious decisions.  Then, I met a man I didn't deserve.  And he loves me so much.  And I love him. We lived in sin and bought a house for two years then hired a judge and officially got married(to our great delight and also the delight of our mothers), then a month later he was diagnosed with cancer.  Well we survived all that and he's 100% fine now.  But, we're really out of shape and really busy with kids and jobs and running just isn't my priority and there's so many other layers to all of it, but I'm running anyway.  This is my failure blog now.  Just to log that one run a week if I snag it.  
Somehow that matters and I want that run recorded.

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Miles:This week: 0.00 Month: 0.00 Year: 0.00
Mizuno Waverider 12 Lifetime Miles: 333.61
Nike Air Pegasus Lifetime Miles: 507.20
Pink Pegs Lifetime Miles: 595.58
Pink Nike Avant Lifetime Miles: 624.04
Crappy Asics Lifetime Miles: 146.72
Adidas Adizero Mana Lifetime Miles: 113.32
Blue Avants Lifetime Miles: 653.33
Crocs Lifetime Miles: 18.08
Lunarfly Lifetime Miles: 468.47
Total Distance
14.00

Same doubler routine as yesterday. Need to decide on some kind of tempo/speedwork for the treadmill tomorrow. Any ideas??? If nothing else I will probably do Jakes 3hmp, 2 at 10k, 1 at 5k workout again with slightly faster paces than last time.

So now I'm sitting here having a quiet and contemplative evening, and sometimes this blog gets a little diary-ish, I must admit.  But...I'm glad I have it to look back through, 5 years worth now of a lifetime of ups and downs, both in life and running.  I have now hit the 5 year mark from the day where I ran a 12 minute mile, thought I was gonna die, and smoked a cigarette afterward.  Since then, a lot has changed.  The running has phased up and down along with my most painful life experiences EVER.  This last year has been the worse, the absolute worse, many personal losses, nasty divorce, grievous loss of the stepchildren I raised and loved and who called me Mom, scary hit-by-the-car-broken-leg-vacation,  the list goes on.  Within the last 12 months I have gave up and quit running and smoked a pack a day, gave up and quit eating for a while(December,that was rough), gave up.  I can never thank my Mom, my rock, enough, or my best friends in the world Kim and Jess who held my head above water when I was done living.  Most of all I have a beautfiul daughter who is my number one reason to get out of bed every day, and I have been spared by my Creator from death(not to be dramatic, but in 11 years as a paramedic I have only seen one pedestrian survive a hit like that....me)...and relatively minor injury to boot.  I run right now because I feel JOY.  Even when I am plodding slowly, the road beneath my feet, even the treadmill beneath  my feet, it feels so wonderful and the high mileage is easy right now because I am Born to Run( laugh all you want but i love that book) and as my feet pound away I become healthier and healthier, not only phsycially but mentally and spiritually as well.  Alright I'm done with my touchy-feely bloggy stuff!

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Comments
From Jake K on Wed, Aug 28, 2013 at 20:42:59 from 63.227.21.222

Great post. I don't know what else to say about it other than I read it twice. Touchy feely stuff like this is the best part of the blog.

Re: the workout... its been a few weeks since you did the 3-2-1, so probably a good time to re-visit that session.

From Tracy on Wed, Aug 28, 2013 at 21:03:48 from 50.103.228.243

Love the post. It's been a rough year, but it's good to take stock every once in a while.

From Christie on Thu, Aug 29, 2013 at 08:32:28 from 74.213.202.246

I really like this post... Diary'ish posts give the personal side to all the running data. I always find it so inspiring to learn of the struggles of a persons past and how their inner fight has got them through to a better place. Much respect lady :)

From I Just Run on Thu, Aug 29, 2013 at 09:04:17 from 67.79.11.242

Cool stuff! God is good even in hard times.

From je10 on Thu, Aug 29, 2013 at 09:42:13 from 174.52.14.76

beautiful post, thank you for sharing. there is so much emotion associated with running- maybe because it strips us of everything but emotion, determination, and desire. the diary side is part of it all- can't try to separate the inseparable. keep your chin up... things can only get better, and life is beautiful.

From SlowJoe on Thu, Aug 29, 2013 at 10:07:50 from 24.32.57.229

If you ever write a book, let me know -- I'll buy it! Keep it up April, in running, and in general. You're doing great.

From Russ on Fri, Aug 30, 2013 at 09:04:30 from 74.114.3.253

Beautiful words. Thanks for sharing your highs and lows and most of all your joys. Your gratitude for the bounties of life shines through.

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