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Location:

American Fork,UT,

Member Since:

Nov 27, 2009

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

Boston Qualifier

Running Accomplishments:

St George Marathon

2011 - 4:11:52 

2017. -4:01:17

2021 - 4:03:05

Salt Lake City Full Marathon

2013 -  4:23:03 

Ogden Marathon

2012 - 3:58:35

2013 - 4:17:20

2014 - 4:02:51

2017 - 3:55:22**

2023 - 3:57:09

Utah Valley Marathon

2019 - 4:05:37 

Top of Utah Marathon

2014 - 4:09:27

Mt Charleston Marathon

2019 - 4:05:33

West Mountain Marathon

2015 - 4:42:34

 

St George Half Marathon

2012 - 1:55:00

2013 - 2:03:00

2014 - 1:46:00

2015 - 1:48:00

2022-  1:42:45**

Salt Lake City Half Marathon

2012 - 1:51:00

2014 - 1:44:01

Hobble Creek Half Marathon

2001 - 1:40:00**

2011 - 1:45:00

2012 - 1:43:00

2013 - 1:43:00 

2022 - 1:48:53

Ogden Half Marathn

2024 - 1:48:58 - 3rd place in AG

American Fork Half Marathon

2013 - 1:48:24

2014- 1:53:23 (pacing Tim)

2017  - 1:47:54

2018 - 1:48:12

2019 - 1:47:50

Timp Half Marathon

2012 - 1:47:18 

2022 - 1:49:40 (AF Cancer course)

Utah Valley Half Marathon 

2011 - 1:55:00 

Top of Utah Half Marathon

2010 - 1:48:20 

The Haunted Half Provo

2018 - 1:51:28

 

Goblin Valley 50K

2014 - 5:58

Red Mountain 55K

2018 - 7:31:37

Antelope Island Fall Classic 50K

2017 - 6:14:23

Antelope Island 50 Mile

2015 - 10:10:00

Antelope Island 100 Mile

2018 - 26:53

 

 

**Personal Best 

 

 

Short-Term Running Goals:

 

 

Long-Term Running Goals:

To qualify for Boston

Personal:

Married for 23 years. I have 18 year old triplets and a 15 year old. I love to sew, garden, and run!

Favorite Running Quotes: 

1.  

"Sooner or later the serious runner goes through a special, very personal experience that is unknown to most people.

Some call it euphoria. Others say it's a new kind of mystical experience that propels you into a elevated state of consciousness, a flash of joy.

A sense of floating as you run. This experience is unique to each of us, but when it happens, you break through a barrier that separates you from casual runners. Forever. And from that point on, there is no finish line. You run for your life. You begin to be addicted to what running gives you."  

~Nike Poster

2.           A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

Lao-Tzu

You’ve no doubt heard this.  And you’ve probably recited it in your mind on a run or at the gym when you’re just beginning to get in shape.  You have a goal in sight and this quote brings you back to the current moment.

 

But the problem is that many runners forget all of the steps between the first one and the goal.  If your goal is to run under two hours for the half marathon then you need to be honest about all of the little steps to get to that goal.

 

…and what I’d rather see you do is to get the goal out of mind completely, but rather focus on the process, not the outcome. -Jay Johnson Process orientation, not outcome orientation.

 

You should have goals, but you should take it one step at a time.  And you should be honest about the fact that you don’t know how many steps it will take to get there. ~ Vernon Gambetta

 

3.  Human beings are made up of flesh, blood and a miracle fiber called COURAGE! ~ George Patton 

 

4.   Find the courage to be patient.

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Track workout Tuesday!  4:55am came very early this morning.  It was very warm and very dark.  I love weaving through road construction junk in the dark!  

I'm not sure why speed workouts stress me out so much.  They keep me up at night and give me knots in my stomach.  Maybe it is the thought of going to that deep dark spot that is going to hurt, make you puke, make you have the runs, and all the other glorious parts of running.  But that dark spot sure had me in a tizzy today!

The goal was 8x400 with a 200 rest.  I'm still unsure of what I should be running these at (I need to do some research), but I knew I could do 5-6 at 1:33ish.  So I was hoping to start a bit slower and maintain the last 4-5 reps at that time.

1.5 mile warm up

1-1:38

2-1:35

3-1:34

4-1:33

5-1:32

6-1:35

7-1:34

8-1:32

1.5 miles cool down

Number 6 and 7, I mentally was really hurting.  I was tired and my body was starting to hurt.  The RIGHT thing to do would have been to just push through all the junk in my body and mind.  But I didn't and I let it take over me.  That makes me mad and frustrated at myself. 

When I got home, I looked at my times from the last time I did 8/9 400's and these are still faster (those were in the 1:38-1:40).  That did make me feel better, but I was still disappointed.  Sometimes I feel like the more I run, the slower I get. 

As I watched the women's Olympic marathon, I heard an announcer say (paraphrased) regarding Kara Goucher that it takes years and many many races to become "hard".  Your body has to get use to the pounding and the pain, to learn how to race hard and mentally to overcome the body's resistance. 

I guess I still have a ways too go.  Marathon #3 is only 7 weeks away.  3 more HARD weeks of training and a few rest and taper weeks.  I can make it 3 weeks.  Right?

Hardly any nap this morning as I had a doctor appointment to have my ankle checked out.  Podiatrist quickly said I needed 2 cortisone shorts.  I wasn't expecting that....more strengthening exercises and RICE.  Now my foot is totally numb and hurts.   And I'm feeling the effects of getting up at 4:55am.  Blech....

 

PM:  Beat down from my trainer tonight.  I always feel stronger when I meet with her at night.  Probably because I'm not as tired :)  Working out with her is comparable to getting my hair done.....sitting in the hair dresser chair=confession time/get things off my chest (sort of).  So my trainer heard all my running woes tonight and gave me some really great advice.  I appreciate her listening!

She ran for BYU and has run a few marathon and I feel like she has some smart knowledge.  She said that I can't tap into the strong Aerobic base unless I  do some Anaerobic stuff (something like that).  She suggested that I add one more day of threshold runs to my routine.  Do an all out 5 min sprint/5min rest - 3 min sprint/3 min rest - 1 min sprint/1 min rest.  Maybe do track/hills on Monday and TR on Wednesdays, long run on Saturday and the rest of the week just get my weekly mileage.  I hope I can make it work and start running a bit faster.

 Ankle is still very sore and hurts to touch it (slightly swollen too).  I've never had that happen before with shots.  I hope I haven't messed up my race on Saturday.

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Comments
From Scott Wesemann on Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 15:24:20 from 66.232.64.4

4:55- ICK!!! Hope you get a nap at some point. You earned it. What marathon are you doing?

From allie on Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 16:29:33 from 161.38.218.168

great workout, toby! i totally agree with the "hard" comment -- racing over and over and over and over...

you are going to do great in your marathon, and YES, you can make it three weeks. hope the ankle is feeling better now.

From Toby on Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 18:52:28 from 199.101.229.6

Scott- no extra nap today, but I'm going to bed at 8:30pm. I'll have another early morning tomorrow. Yuck! And I'm running SGM.

Allie - I still have a long road ahead. I always love reading your race reports because of their honesty. Even at your "elite" level it is still HARD. Thanks for being great!

From Bec on Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 20:21:55 from 70.115.203.100

4:55 is dang early. Good job just having the motivation to get out of bed.

I think your track workout looks great! Sounds like you were out there pushing max and making yourself stronger. Only 3 more weeks Toby! You should be stoked you get to run St. George. :)

I am sorry about your ankle. I don't like news from the doctor that is bad news. :( Please feel better and keep your spirits high.

From Smooth on Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 20:32:22 from 75.165.251.74

You definitely proved that you can do HARD THINGS!!!! Getting up dark and early to go to the "dark spot" shows your dedication. I agree with Bec that your interval splits are GREAT!!! You are progressing along nicely. AND I have total confident that you CAN push thru 3 more weeks!

Sorry to hear you needed cortisone shots...hope it's helping and your ankle gets better quick! :)

From Toby on Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 21:07:11 from 199.101.229.6

Bec-It is way too early. I really don't like it, but if I don't do it then it just doesn't get done. Sigh....

Smooth - It was just too "dark" of a morning for me. Running is so mental and some days I'm not very good at mental :) Thanks for the kind words!

Just to clarify...7.5 weeks till SGM. 3 more loooonnnng mile weeks for me.

From RAD on Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 15:09:57 from 98.202.23.178

Oh Toby, I know you're feeling better now and got some great advice, but you've got to look at your times! You were feeling blech and in a bad spot with your ankle not cooperating fully...but yet you still blew away your times from when you did this last! You've got some real improvement in there. I know I'm not the one to be preaching about keeping your mind strong right now, but you really are doing a great job. Chin up, fighter! I hope those cortisone shots do the trick...they always scare me! I'm afraid to go to the doc with my PF, because I'm afraid he will give me one. I just heard Julie's horror story about her cortisone shot for PF that went bad...and I'm worried. Anyway, not the time to exchange horror stories of shots you're worried about!!! duh, Rachel, way to inspire!

I miss you. Can we plan a long run on 9/8? That is my next free Saturday...I know, forever away. I was thinking 18ish?

*oh, and I like your trainers plan...I may steal it :)

From Toby on Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 18:38:24 from 199.101.229.6

Rachel..Steal away! So I have a rest week on the 8th (12 miles). But I'm doing 20 miles on September 1 and 22 miles on the 15th???? Would any of those work with your schedule?

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