mixed bag of emotions today. tired, sad, frustrated, confused, doubting...I don't know what to make of it. Well, maybe I do, but it is nothing the men on the blog would like to read about :) I was afraid this would happen after getting my mother's day gift from myself, but I'm still just driving myself crazy about it. PLUS, I need more sleep...lots more sleep. decided at the last minute to wake up and get my run in. Did the 2 mile loop with Lucy to keep me slow and it sure helped, but my legs felt like bricks and didn't want to move. after one mile, like clock work Lucy started dragging. Poor girl she must be going through a mid-life identity crisis :) came home, got my oldest son up and the other 2 were sleeping, and I ran while my daughter biked to choir practice at the school. came home again, got oldest son's stuff ready for school then had just enough time to do one last mile. did some pick ups to prove that I could make my legs move - just 3 Fartleks between well spaced light posts on my outdoor TM. I really need to snap out of this...energy drop, emotional crud...who knows where I can get a hormone shot? and a nap? AP: 8:09 splits: 8:28, 8:54, 7:49, 7:25 One more day of running...a rest day...then, the big day. *relaxing* *breathing* *I can do this*
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