Got to orem and warmed up a mile. Saw landon qualify for BYU and was super hyped for him. Went to the line for my race and the gun went off, everyone took it out way hard and we came through at like a 65, and then my whole heat dropped, and so I knew I would have to push to get the time I wanted so I Ed out the next two laps, but lost all my energy in doing so and the last lap was hard, I realized that I wasn't gonna get the time I wanted with about 350 meters to go so it was hard to finish the race. Afterwards I was pretty down on life, and I'm sick of setting all of these big goals and falling short every time, it hurts. I wanted to do something meaningful with this track season and I put everything I had into every day that I was working to become better, and it was all just for coming up short at the end, all the hard work meant nothing. So the legacy that I'm leaving behind at Lehi is someone who tried and failed. I wasn't strong enough to handle the challenge, and I'm physically and mentaly wasted beyond my capacity, its been a long hard disappointing season and that is all there is to it. Cooled down a mile with coach and called it a day. On a much happier note I had an AMAZING time at prom with Sami and that was definitely a night I wil remember for a long time, so shoutout to her for making it great. | 