THOU SHALT BE A COMEBACK

March 2015

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Location:

Wichita,KS,

Member Since:

Sep 14, 2008

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

Local Elite

Running Accomplishments:

marathon pr:  2:59:49.  Saint George 2011

Praire Spirit 50 mile winner 7:36:30 2013

I accidentally ran 100 miles in November 2013.  it was hard.  I threw up a lot.  decided to do a better job next time

I did it again on purpose October 2014--Heartland 100 winner and CR 17:38:37

Heartland 50 winner May 2014

Psycho Wyco 50k winner February 2012

 

Short-Term Running Goals:

Run enough to hold off the middle-age spread

 

 

 

 

Long-Term Running Goals:

 

Sub 3 hour marathon--SOMEDAY!  Done!

 

New long term goal:  ....run enough to feel kinda like I did when I was fit

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Personal:

I was a single mom.  Two times over.  We all survived, despite the fact that I make atrocious decisions.  Then, I met a man I didn't deserve.  And he loves me so much.  And I love him. We lived in sin and bought a house for two years then hired a judge and officially got married(to our great delight and also the delight of our mothers), then a month later he was diagnosed with cancer.  Well we survived all that and he's 100% fine now.  But, we're really out of shape and really busy with kids and jobs and running just isn't my priority and there's so many other layers to all of it, but I'm running anyway.  This is my failure blog now.  Just to log that one run a week if I snag it.  
Somehow that matters and I want that run recorded.

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Mizuno Waverider 12 Lifetime Miles: 333.61
Nike Air Pegasus Lifetime Miles: 507.20
Pink Pegs Lifetime Miles: 595.58
Pink Nike Avant Lifetime Miles: 624.04
Crappy Asics Lifetime Miles: 146.72
Adidas Adizero Mana Lifetime Miles: 113.32
Blue Avants Lifetime Miles: 653.33
Crocs Lifetime Miles: 18.08
Lunarfly Lifetime Miles: 468.47
Total Distance
265.75
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8.00

Home treddy squeeze between shifts.  Tried to do a little speedwork.  20 minute warm up, 5 x 60 seconds on/60 off 6:00 pace, 5 minute jog, 5 x 45 seconds on/75 seconds off 5:27 pace, 5 minute jog, 7 minutes 6:27 pace.  was supposed to be 10 but felt pukey.  cooled down to 8 miles.  I wonder about my home treadmill calibration.  All paces feel significantly harder than they do on the treadmills at the Y.  5:27 pace is risking my life on that belt.

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20.00

7:45 pace with Fernando. I have such a long ways to go. Way out of shape.

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40 minutes double steps up and down the stairs at the dty with an old friend.  good talk.

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7.00

Speedwork on the hometread.

15 minute warm up10 x 1 minute on/off at 5:56 to 5:27 pace

5 minute jog

10 minutes 6:27 pace

quick cooldown to 7

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16.00

Easy 3am circles around post 6, followed by an hour of emscrossfit(slow night at work). We reached a whole new level today with

pushing our cars back and forth across the parking lot. Hard work!! Should get another run in this afternoon.

Afternoon--9 more ez in the sun, in 55 degrees, in a tank top, by Nessa's school. Glorious !

I made an appearance in the March issye of Ultrarunning magazine with an article about me at Heartland. I told my daughter I was famous and she was thrilled. ;)

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12.00

Ez on the hometread at 4am while Nessa slept. Getting it in before our mother/daughter trip to KC!!

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10.00

Got back from KC and rushed to the Y with Mini. 8 on the mill with a few fast hills to pree buttons but mostly easy. Two more ez on the track. Good enough for today!!

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13.15

Called in sick to work tonight but I'm not sick. Nessa is at her usual place spending the night while I work. I'm not at work though. This is the only way for me to have a break. Free time. So I deceived everybody and now I'm holed up in a restaurant in a back booth by myself. Let's call it a mental health day. I might even go to an adult movie. I might not.

Today I ran on my home treddy out of view and spent some time grieving. It's a long story but in the end I still just cannot move past a few things. I've tried, prayed, ran, drank, smoked, screamed, cried, wrote, played, devoured books and journals, talked to friends, begged for mercy from any higher being, taken anti-depressants, gone to church. It always circles back.

I'm staring into the abyss again. I am grateful for my little blonde angel or I would have given up long ago. She is the reason I get out of bed every day and choose to live the best I can.

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8.00

Am. Ems crossfit.

Pm. 8 at east y treddy with 8 x 90 seconds on/off at 5:56 to 5:42 pace

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26.00

Ez. No watch. Glorious weather.

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6.00

Ez on hometread. Legs feel fine

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20.00

330 am, 5 miles in loops around post 6 slow

Afternoon, paced Kyle the last 15 of his 50 on the trail at Miller's Meadow.

A day of easygoing miles

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10.70

ez breezy, no watch, in the sunshine

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6.00

Guestimate on miles. Circles and lines chasing and running around Vanessa at the playground....a fartlek of sorts

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7.00

Spring break and work are really making this running and sleeping thing hard.  Got a lil speedwork on the hometread today.

15 minute warm up

4 x 90 secs on/off 6:00 pace

3 minute jog

4 x 45 seconds on/off 5:27 pace

3 minute jog

8 minutes 6:27 pace

cooldown to 7

good enough for tired and time crunched

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10.00

ez in circles around post 6

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10.00

Hometread.  Just a few more days to spring break and I can get a long one outside.  did a button-pusher with a little turnover.  20 minute warm up, 4 x (5 x 1min on/off at 6:00 pace) with 5 minute jogs in between.  Cooldown to 10.

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12.00

I ran 12. So what. The story of the day...WUUUUUUUUU SHOCK. NO WONDER KU HAS BEEN AVOIDING US!!!!!

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9.30

15K in the sun. Last half mile fast. Felt surprisingly good.

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7.00

Circles at work.

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25.00

Great run in perfect weather! Game day!!

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6.40

Ez by the river in the wind

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16.20

Absurd amounts of circles around post 6 at 3am. Work slowed way down at midnight, and we managed to hoist a few out of the grave, so a good night.

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265.75
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