This morning I started running way later than normal on purpose so that I wouldn't run that much on my foot that hurt a little bit after yesterday's run. I had to be at work at a certain time today so I knew if I started later running I wouldn't over-do it on my foot. I was going to take the day-off, but I felt guility if I would have. Ribs are still real sore and wasn't really able to sleep last night at all. They hurt when I would roll over, or just laying there. My friend at work who used to be a nurse thinks I cracked a rib.
I didn't check the temperature today but it really wasn't that cold. I ran 8.5 miles at an overall 6:59 pace in 59:20 minutes. I did the last few miles splits faster to end the run (t:46, 6:51, 6:46, 6:38,6:40). Just another run, which really wasn't exciting. Rather than just enjoying running right now it's becoming almost depressing at times, because I feel like I have to run no matter what, and it's starting to affect my life. I need to somehow find a balance or I'm going to be unstable and I don't want that. I feel I need to stay fit no matter what, and no matter what it costs. Just keep me in your prayer's. I wish I would take my own advice that I give others. Work and family is going great and that makes me happy, it's just my mindset is on running a lot more than I want it to be.
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