oh why is it still so so hard? I just want to run an easy three for once. I may go to afternoon practice today, but I just feel discouraged. um, let's see here... I ran with megan today because she's been gone for a while and she was being nice. it's so much better to run with people. I was able to keep with a the big group until about 3/4 of the way to the turn around point for the level ones. I struggled hard core on the way back. I had to stop twice I think. I don't walk my runs, I run them, but I did have to stop and catch my breath for a moment. I was reading my race report from when I broke 30 the other day. It makes me want to be back to that, it makes me want to work hard and get goals again. I just remembered the feeling of crossing that finish line and hearing my time, and that feeling is way better than the feeling of giving up on a run.
PM- um, I think it was kind of a bad idea. I'm so not up for six miles in a day yet. it was slow going and all by my lonesome. I was doing alright until we got to the end of the long street before you turn into the school, there I kind of died. like a lot. I felt horribly exhausted, and not in a good way.
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