Mentally I blew it. I went into this race not knowing what I wanted and so I let my self opt out of finishing strong. GRRR. I started out fairly well with my first seven miles being 7:35, 7:37, 7:34, 7:39, 7:58, 7:41, 7:59. I then started to get a little tired and realized I wouldn't reach my pace from last year- 7:32. So I started rationalizing how I hadn't trained, and that I should enjoy the run and my knee hurt... and talked my self into finishing rather slow. My final splits were 8:13, 8:30, 8:25, 8:50, 8:31, 8:25. I know these times aren't bad but I hate that I let myself wimp out. I have never ran a race that I willingly let people pass me. I didn't even try- I know that today because my legs aren't all that sore. AP: 8:04
I now know I need to be realistic with my self and run accordingly. I wanted to do as well as last year but knew my training wasn't up to snuff. I should have set a realistic goal and ran consistently. I guess this was the lesson I needed to learn.
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