Victories and defeats. The plan was 4 one-mile repeats at 8:15 pace or faster. I did a 1.5-mile warmup with dynamic stretching and started the repeats. My legs felt a little shaky from the beginning, probably from the yoga last night.
The first one was way too slow: 8:27. I just couldn't get going. I rested for about 2-3 minutes and started the second one. I wanted to die within one minute. I dug deep and finished in 8:11 and then seriously wondered if I could complete the workout. Luckily, some fast-tempo Metallica came on my iPod and pumped me up. I decided to try one more. I thought my legs were going to fall off. I finished the first half-mile in 4:02, surprisingly, but slowed down and finished the third repeat at 8:12. Then I REALLY wanted to die (have I said that yet?!).
The mistake was trying the fourth repeat. I started but just couldn't do it. I basically collapsed after about a third of it. I tried to jog home, but ended up walking most of it.
I felt much better when I got home and my husband told me I am looking thinner. :-)
Soooo, I know it is BAD to start a repeat and not finish it. Even with knowing I would have to come home and blog my wimpiness wasn't enough to keep me going this morning. I always thought I was mentally tough. I mean, I run marathons, right? How do I get mentally tougher? How do I know when my body really can handle it? Maybe my body is not quite up for these tough workouts yet....hmmmm..... Any tips from you toughies? |