VA loop. Took a different way back home, going up Sunnyside. Breaking my running habit is going to be much harder than I originally thought. I've been busy the past couple days which I thought would distract from running (especially since I'm not training for anything, I'm just running to stay in shape) and even then I couldn't stop thinking about it and felt guilty for not running. Why am I guilty? I'm going to be out of shape on my mission so why am I still trying to stay in shape? I just love running too much. I've accepted the fact that I'll be out of shape on my mission but I think it's the transition from being fit to being out of shape that terrifies me.
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