Rachel and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day! Didn't want to get up and run before - I was just lazy and wanted to sleep.
Boot camp - mostly kick boxing today, but did a TON of squats: one legged, two legged, and weighted. Hit the TM - just didn't want to run. Shins hurt, felt heavy (mentally and physically), felt tired (mentally and physically), felt defeated (mentally and physically). So, I turned up the elevation and just walked. 1.5 miles on 10% grade @ 3mph. For any of you Biggest loser fans I felt like O'neal did on last night's show. Know I need to hit it hard, but would rather just hit something and cry. Now I feel like Koli - will eat 4,000 calories if it will help the situation! (Blaming it all on pregnancy hormones and irrational thoughts).
...I think I'll move to Australia.
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