Ever feel like you are writing your own obit? Well, so met with MacK after a 4 mile bike ride warm up. Legs felt fine the first half, last half my bum got more and more sore. I got to 4.75 miles with MacK but she could tell I was sore, so when I tried to tag on the .25 she said to go back to my car and she is right. So I ran 4.77.
For a couple of weeks I have been doing 5 milers, but I feel by the end of the run like if I run more than 5 my legs are going to fall apart. So my question is: WHAT THE FREAK GOOD IS A FIVE MILE RUN TO A MARATHONER? It's no good at all, except perhaps for a very minor fitness atrophy rate reduction, and I'm not gaining more weight. The status quo cannot stand. I have a Friday doc appt and will insist on a bone scan. I will likely be out of commission for awhile. If I just had a diagnosis it would help, but Dr. Brady originally said
it was an SI joint issue, then said it was acting more like a pinched
nerve.
I have goals. This doesn't fit into the plan. I feel like the hulk ready to morph. PM: The Hulk's been tamed by a gruelling (ok gruelling for me) afternoon bike ride. 15.07 miles in 1:01:59, ave pace 4:07, I finally figured out how to ride this bike a little faster, by holding the side handle bars-genius! I got an appointment with Dr B for tomorrow, so that will be nice. I just need to remember to not take it out on him. I get way moody and somewhat unstable when I can't run and have no prospect of running.
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