Of couse, I'm the only one left fasting 24 hours later. He said he couldn't concentrate, was lightheaded, and admitted being weak and not being able to handle it. The big baby poo-poo head (althought I really was worried he'd have a seizure or something). So, even though I was doing it only to support his purposes--I am self-obligated to finish what I start. I said I'd go 2 days. I will go 2 days--even if it's pointless. So I'm still fasting. I took my miles really slowly today 9:22 av. I was going to run 8 this morning-- but cut back a bit because I'm going to give Saturday my best shot for 17. Catherine called-- 3 weeks into physical therapy --and wants to try and do the long run with me on Sat. I had planned to maybe go up to the JRP to run with the girls up there. But I have not seen Catherine since June and I miss her. So, here I am weak and feeling stupid that I must finish my fast because of my own dumb rules about finishing what I start--even though the purpose was not my own. I can't wait for Saturday--though, I'm not looking forward to those long-long runs in the next few weeks. |