Today was repeat hills, I warmed up with about a half mile, then did about 200 hills, then finished with a half mile cool down. Helped the calf a little bit, so all in all a pretty good workout.
The workout helped me get my head a little back together. Today I spent much of the day thinking about how one decision can have such a huge impact on your life. For the most part all of the decisions I have made make me feel good except for the whole what do you want to be when you grow up. I used to tell people I wanted to be a bum because then I would not have to work and I really feel that would be an ideal occupation minus the fact I have bills to pay. These bills unfortunately are quite necessary if I ever want to have a family (mortgage, school loans, etc..) I just feel like if I would have chosen some other degree or occupation I may in fact be happier. Since I made the decision to be what I am, I sometimes wish I had the guts to open my own running store since I have some business sense. The only problem is I have no confidence in myself to be successful and end up bringing in enough money to support my life. While my life is not so full of expenditures I still buy things and have bills. What a day!!! | 