P.V.H.S.X.C.S.T.S.

another three miler. hopefully by the end of this week I'll at least be doing 4 or doing the extra speed things afterwords. I still hurt while running, not a bad hurt, but a pushing yourself hurt. as soon as I don't feel that hurt I'll know I need to start moving up. one of these days I'll be able to progress as quickly as the other people, but until then I'll just keep trying! Lovely weather today, and I'm glad I got to run with Chancie and Austin, they're so fun.

yep, just another 3. nothing too exciting. I feel nervous about the time trial on thursday, because I know it's not an accurate judge of my season and it's just going to make me feel depressed. Mariah's back to running, so at least that was something fun today, plus she's also out of shape so we could run together without me holding her back too much.

I ran by myself today because I needed to finish a test in Pre-Cal. It was kind of lonely, but kind of relaxing. I felt good today! On Friday I'll definitly have to try going four mile. I'm not looking forward to the little time trial tomorrow, because I know I'm just going to be disappointed in myself. oh well, I'll just try to tell myself that once upon a time I was better than I am now, and I'll have something to work back towards.

hooray for timed trials! Sadly I think this may be my best timed trial so far, even though I'm still out of shape. but I am getting better! running is getting easier every day, maybe tomorrow I'll go four or something. I try not to get judge myself against others or get down on myself, but it's so dumb when all but two of the little kids beat me. I knew I was last on the high school team, but I didn't know I was so poor on the whole team in general. but on the upside to that, it means we have an awesome generation coming up. Our team will always be unstoppable!

I was only going to do three, but I was too busy having a nice long chat with Little Taylor Boyer. Running with people makes it so much easier, and a lot more fun.We did my favorite four miler, the church run. The reason it's my favorite is because my first day of summer practice last year, I ran to that church as my first run. Now every time I run there from the high school it just helps remind me how absolutely far I've come. I believe that ANYONE can do cross country, if you just seriously just put your mind to it.