I was STARVING all day yesterday and I'm tired today. I'm not sure what I did to myself on Wednesday but I'm still feeling it. I have to admit that I am determined that I won't resent my runs. For me the emotional balance in my life is vital to making it happily through my day with my very perceptive and very needy little darlings. I've learned that if I'm going to swim and not sink through my day as a homeschooling natural meal preparing kind and loving mom I have to watch that emotional balance very closely or the balance will tip and I will resent my runs. I want to be able to run and I want it to bring a vitality to life that enhances my ability to get through my day. I realize some days I will be tired and I'm not afraid of that....just searching for the balance. |