No partner but I actually needed to be alone I think today..I've been moody and needed to have my own brain for a few minutes. I think 33 may be the magic age for me where my body thinks it needs to hang onto fat.Billy is almost 3 months old and I've lost like 10 pounds since I had him...that's including him....so...I'm getting a little worried about it and wondering what to do. Obviously I need to watch my calories and exercise. I've actually never ever tried to diet to lose weight so I honestly have no idea how to do it. I tried eating a little bit less yesterday and I was STARVING by the afternoon. I didn't feel like I ate too much less..sigh...Two consoling thoughts. One, I am an extremely dedicated runner and I will keep running until the weight slowly comes off. Two, I heard somewhere that fat stores vitamins..so I guess I'm storing those vitamins extra right now because of the stress of having all these kids that depend on me for almost everything. |