Ran 20 min easy and then broke loose. All I know is I worked my tail off for the following 20 min and then some time near the end. You can you tell I'm really scientific in my measurements. Seriously, kind of angry since I'm not running a mary this fall and I don't feel like I'm fulfilling my duty around the house. You know, bringing home the bacon and such. All I'm bringing home these days is homework and I feel like a confused soul of sorts. Part of me wishes I did this career change years ago and the other part tells me it's too late. I'm too damn stubborn though. Always taking the hard way it seems and not giving up. Not trying to be dramatic here, just real about how I feel. As most dream about a day of retirement and that magical $1-2 mil in the bank, all I want is do something I enjoy the rest of my life. Ever since seeing my mother and father die early in life, I don't plan to retire, just make the most of the trip while I'm here. Think about it, retirement is a fallacy. | 