AM: Ran 7 mi on the TM. Couldn't sleep so I was up at 4 this morning. I kept thinking about what I did wrong at my job. I wasn't let go because of performance reasons, but already starting to blame myself for getting released and putting my family through this stress. I'm very fortunate in many ways, but still like to really hammer on myself. I don't give myself any middle ground, it's either pass or fail, thumbs up or thumbs down with me you know? I just have to keep Jon's advice and wail on with my running.
PM: Very easy 2 mi with my oldest daughter and then a faster 2 mi aftwerwards. Finally got the old resume updated. I think it's good to go. |