My legs felt heavy, but it's the cardio-vascular weakness that concerns me. It doesn't feel possible to be where I was last year with my running. I peaked in late July, which I know was premature for my 2008 goals. I'm trying to hold back and everything right now, but I feel like a cow meadering through the meadow. To think I was headed to Boston today (this time last year, in my mind). I guess I should just be grateful to be healthy and still running. I am grateful to still be out there. I just feel like deadweight and wish I felt my body would cooperate with my mind on achieving a few goals. On a good note, the world outside is fecund with the smell of manuer and nightshade. Spring has sprung (at least for today). |