AM- 3 easy. felt good.
PM- Warmed up for the 1600m but I don't think I warmed up enough because I was really tight. I think I need to warm up A LOT more. I didn't position myself very well at the beginning and got caught in the back. The second lap I died to the very back and just held on until the last lap and ended up taking last in the fastest heat. I think I need to believe more and really just go for it...I am so scared of failing that I end up coming short of what I want to do anyways. As I heard once "I never said it was going to be easy, but I said it'd be worth it." Like Coach Holt said I need to accept the pain, I need to know before the race starts that its gonna hurt and push past it and accept it. I am gonna take that not only into races but into workouts...I have been too complacent in my head while running fast. I almost try to find a reason to give up. I think I can work hard this week and really prove what I am really about at DHHS Invite! I am ready to do what I have been waiting. | 