First of all no motivation today, none, zero, zilch. Did not want to run, not sure how I even made it out, let alone this distance. Run recap. 2 hours trying to decide to go. (At least I have the luxury of when I take lunch) First 4 miles MP, although at mile 2 I almost called someone to come and get me, so I slowed down. Mile 6 almost puked up the greasy burrito I ate for lunch. Would've called but didn't know how to explain where I was at. Mile 11....did I just pass the alternate route turn off and commit to 15 miles? Mile 15 wow that sucked, how come I choose to do this to myself? Probably do it again tomorrow. I haven't felt very good lately. Skiing yesterday was awesome I wouldn't trade the kid hill for anything. Just to watch my 5 year old mad because he can't beat his big brother down the hill and actually expect to beat him was priceless. And the baby standing strong at 3. She is going to rip like the rest of the kids in a couple years then I might get to hit intermediate runs. | 