It's over, man. Let her go.

Finally got to sleep just before midnight so I got a good 5 hrs before getting up to take my daughter to seminary.  I'm still tired, but functioning today.

Went to the podiatrist today and we had a nice discussion about my options.  Part of my late night last night was doing my internet research on my neuroma options, etc.  I went in thinking that the alcohol based injections were the next step but after talking with her (Dr. McFeaters - yes, that's her real name, lol), we decided to do the cortizone shots today (OUCH) and since I've met my deductible for my insurance, we're ordering up some new orthotics.  I talked her through my analysis of the orthotics, the wear patterns, etc. and what I thought I needed based on what I've read and she agreed with a couple of suggestions of her own.  So, I think the orthotics I get next will be a lot more helpful in keeping the neuromas at bay as well as helping the pain I get under my big toe (right, usually) from the nerve becoming irritated.  She also agreed to switch the top cover of the orthotic since it wore through so quickly.  She had ordered that one since it has it's own padding built in but I think we'll go with something a little more durable this time.

She also wrote me up a script for some physical therapy.  With our on-site clinic at work, the PT will be free (no copays), so I figured I'd give it a shot and see if it helps.  There was no way I was going to be able to afford paying $30 two-three times per week for a month or more.  Who said running was a cheap sport?  lol

Anyways, it's been a few hours now and the cortizone is doing it's job as it always does.  Unfortunately, it only lasts for a month or two before I'm feeling the pain again.  She said that generally, if someone needs the cortizone shots more than 3x/yr that means that they're not lasting long enough and other options need to be considered.  Neuromas are tough buggers to crack and may not go away permanently.  But, with some new orthotics and some PT, I hope to get rid of them enough that I can continue increasing my mileage and be able to run marathon distances without having them bother me or stop me from running...especially during a race like it did during the JASR.

It's surprising how many people deal with neuromas.  They are mostly women so maybe RT and I have girly feet.  Mine are dainty, I will admit.  I hope this non-invasive route works for me.  From what I read about the alcohol injections, although they have a pretty high long-term success rate, they also seem to sideline you for several days to weeks after each round due to swelling and pain.  Typically 4+ rounds are required with 7-10 days between rounds.  So, that would have meant I'd be dealing with that as I approach the Dirt Monster.

Ok, I'm going to be like Joe and I'm not going to complain about my feet any longer.  If this route doesn't "fix" me, though, I reserve the right to start complaining again but not until I've given this a fair shot.  :-)