staggered 28 loops around the post at 4am. Haven't even slept since the last run. This is my pattern. Gung-ho, train hard for a few months and then the sleep deprivation and stress gets me and I crash for a month, then I get motivated and have a few good races and go for it again, and then I get tired and crash again. Repeat cycle. Trying really hard not to crash right now because Heartland is looming. I confess, I'm sorta jealous sometimes and wanna feel sorry for myself that I can't train the way I would really like to, nor will I ever be able to.
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