My 2 mile was terrible. I ran a 12:13 at indoor states, and a 12:42 today. It wasn't even that it hurt so badly physically as mentally. I was just readyto stop by the end of the 3rd lap...I kept making mental excuses like the heat and the fact that its only the first meet. I just didn't have any motivation or love for the sport. My 800 was a lot better. I prayed a lot about it after the 2 mile and so that is totally thanks to God. I was shooting for sub-2:45 and ran a 2:42 and won pretty easily. There was barely any competition though so the win didn't mean much. Something needs to change...I'm not happy with today.
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