I didn't want to get my hopes up but I did, I guess I'm just upset I let myself believe I had a chance. I know I should be positive but I'm frustrated with how this season went. It's hard to go from 4th to 8th/9th, but I am still grateful I was able to travel. I know some wanted to this year and didn't get to. I've decided that maybe I'm just not that great of a cross country runner, I guess I've never felt awesome during Cross Country, so I will just have to up my game next year and be super determined to have a good season. For right now I just have to prepare for track, I know that track is my thing so I am super stoked! Gonna build up mileage the next couple weeks! We don't have organized practices until the 23rd (?) but after that it's thanksgiving break, hopefully I can make it home in time to go to my cabin with the fam.
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