am: 4
pm: time trial! I had to keep reminding myself that I'm going to live and that there's no reason to be nervous.The first part always feels fine but the last half was a struggle for sure. Breathing and staying fast becomes foreign and I begin to wonder why I'm trying to kill myself. Workouts are always hard but they feel great but time trials feel horrible throughout.. why?! But I didn't want another time trial like the last so I stayed focus somewhat. And I was suprised with my time sooo next time (if there is another.. or just a race) I'll just keep on pushing! I think last weeks work outs are making me tired now, weird. But I'm tired and still hanging on.. barely.
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