57:00/11:24, best 8:25, splits-12:34, 12:44, 11:08, 11:02, 10:58 Boy, have I been fighting depression lately. I don't quite know what my problem it, but usually when I do get it, it is many different things combining together to get me down. I really wanted to skip my run, but I forced myself out. It was a lousy 2 mile start, but not as zipless as last week. I guess I do take some serious time to recover, good to know. Then I decided that I need to just RUN FASTER!!! SO I did. It felt really good and cleared some of the cobwebs and gloom and doom from my mind. It really helped. One of the main contributing factor to my "little black rain cloud" mood has been only running 4 days a week. My mind can't handle it. I am going to run 2 on those days from now on and still bike too. Oh wait, I have been bad a biking too. Boy, am I am naughty girl!!! ;D Now for the HAPPY STUFF! As some of you know- Mother's Day was a real crapper :( Mac (5) made me a lip gloss in preschool and Ford (8) made me a darling book mark. THAT WAS IT!! The bishop even canceled all the morning meetings and NO BREAKFAST, NO LUNCH, nada! Not even a 'Happy Mother's Day,' except from my favorites, Mac and Ford- they are the best and will inherit any thing of value when I die. Anyway, today is David's birthday... so, I thought "Sweet Revenge..." But, then I decided to KILL him with kindness. I took all of the kids shopping yesterday for a surprise party for him today. We all got up at 6 am and made him a HUGE breakfast of all of his favorite stuff on his most beloved Camp Chef. We let him sleep in. Imagine that, I kept all of the boys away from our room so he could sleep (that would have been nice on Mother's Day). I let Mac pick out his cake, a big white sheet cake lake with a trout jumping out of it ;) OOOoooo. It is cool looking.... if your 5 ;) They picked out a wonderful pasta dinner and ginger ale, is favorite soda. We will also have maqrgaritas and pina coladas too. I was not going to rub it in at all, but he came over to hug me this morning while I was cooking, and I jabbed him in the gut and told him, "This is what you do when you love some one!!!' ;D I am a little turd, I know. Sorry I have not been visiting all of your wonderful blogs, but my internet has been really shotty lately. :(
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