AM- 3 easy.
PM- Michigans w/ 1 mile warm/cool w/ striders. This workout was the most embarassing to pvxc from me....I am sorry to everyone who watched it. I gave up on myself...the worst thing you can do and didn't dig deep. I didn't talk to anyone after, just kept asking myself "why did I do that? thats not me...where have I lost myself in running?" I was frustrated cause I didn't know the answer. Then, a friend asked me why I started running. And he said as soon as you forget why you love something, it becomes a chore. Running is hard enough and there is no room for people going through the motions. I thought about it and I just need to write down why I love running:
- All of the team and coachs attitudes, examples, and fun they bring into my life
- The ability to be gutsy and dig so deep that you find a new you.
- The satisfying feeling after you've given it all.
- The feeling of going fast for miles at a time.
-The fun we have on runs.
- The feeling of being in tune with myself and really figuring out things about me I'd never find anywhere else.
- The feeling of improving and proving yourself wrong
I think I've forgotten that. I'm sorry that I have been such a poor example of what PVXC is all about in my recent workouts. It won't happen again. I promise. | 