Michigans. Basically.. I'm super frustrated with myself right now. I don't know what's going on. When I was only running half of the time, and doing soccer the other half, I was fine, and now that I'm actually working hard to get better and stay up with Stoner and Kaylee.. I'm doing terribly. I was worried about my arch today because it was really hurting during the warm up. But once we started the Michigan, it was fine. I was up there and I was fine and Frida was even sticking with us. I was even doing fine mentally. Then we hit the second 800 on the track and all of a sudden it felt like they took off and I tried to stick with them.. I really did. But it felt like I couldn't go. And that's when I started to be negative mentally. On the last grass 800 I really tried to catch up. It took everything I had to kick on the 400. And of course, the second I stopped running, my arch exploded in pain again. I really wanna try and stay positive.. but every time we do a workout or race anymore.. I end up just feeling frustrated and mad at myself. |