Ez with part of the crew on the HS course after getting stomped at work--completely creamed and I was exhausted but it was a satisfied kind of exhaustion, I had a lot of sick sick people and they got better and it was just one of those nights where I felt like I was on top of my game and made good calls and caught subtle stuff and was fast and flawless and efficient and sharp. Lots if high fives with my trusty pardner Pete. I haven't had an awesome superhero shift like that in a looooong time. It's mostly been those shifts where I swear everybody just dies and there is nothing I can do and I suck and my skills suck and I am missing intubations and iv's because I just suck and I should rip off my paramedic patch and stomp all over it and quit and never ever ever come back. Last night, for a change, I did not suck. :) But boy did it wipe me out and off to bed,
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