2 hour pool run. I met up with Amy who is also in stress fracture recovery and we chatted the whole time and it just flew! It was great. I needed the stress relief without the drag of solo pool-flailing. Life can be very hard sometimes, and yesterday, in an ugly moment and under duress, I spent 5 minutes in a Quik Trip parking lot talking myself out of buying a pack of cigarettes. I even went in and used the bathroom and walked around a bought a soda before leaving. Unbelievable, after all this time, that I could get hit by a craving like that and come that close to breaking. Although I have never been addicted to street drugs or alcohol, I understand the power that an addiction can hold over a person, and don't see how it can be broken without the loving hand of God. |