I didn't make it to run with the group today. It snowed last night, and my dad didn't want me on the roads in the morning. It kind of sucked at the time, but I trust his judgement. Later in the day, Jaden and I went to the Olympic Oval. It wasn't snowing particularly bad, but we wanted to stay out of the cold. My watch was dead, so I didn't get a total distance, but we were there for roughly an hour, maybe a bit more. The track was a lot less busy than yesterday, but the skating rink was packed. Felt good to shake my legs out. I am feeling a bit better mentally today, but I am still struggling with the feeling that no matter what I do I am not good enough. I always feel like I am disappointing someone. Hopefully I get a bit more of my confidence back before I head back to school next week
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