Biggest scare of my life this afternoon, involving Jen. I really thought she was dead. Thank God, she isn't, and physically she'll be fine. But obviously running was the furthest thing from my mind today. Getting her well, where this never happens again, is my one and only concern. Running... doesn't matter right now. If I can't run at Stockholm, or Indy, big deal. I'll just take the trip, jog 5K and drop out, or whatever. It'll make the flight home a lot easier. But what today drove home to me, more so than ever, is how much I love her. I cannot imagine losing her ... except that I was imagining it like crazy for a few frantic minutes. I want her in my life now and forever. Whatever that takes, whatever I have to do, whatever I need to give up, is okay with me. | 