I haven't posted on here in so long.. I got strava and have been using that. But i like being able to go back and read what I've written. I want to keep blogging.
I started school last week, I'm studying social work at the University of Utah. I'm also working part time as a job coach for people with disabilities. I used to be emploment manager but stepped down to be regular staff while I go back to school.
I'm at a really good place in life.
Because I've been so candid about my mental health struggles in the past, I wanted to share that ketamine infusions saved my life and completely transformed it into a happy, enjoyable life. I'm happy :)
I have been noticing a dip in depression the past few weeks, and I have my suspicions as to why. I'm going in for a ketamine infusion tomorrow morning so hopefully that helps.
Life has changed drastically from just a couple years ago. I am amazed at the difference. I read through an old post that I ranted saying some heavy things about suicide and saying I didn't think I'd ever get better and that I honestly thought that one day I would commit suicide. I'm overwhelmed with emotion because I don't feel that way anymore. I have gotten better. I'm doing so well.
I almost feel bad because I know there are many desiring to get to where I am, or have succumbed to the unrelenting depression. But I'm just grateful. I didn't think I would be where I am today, and I'm so happy to finally have life going for me.
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