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Location:

Fort Collins,CO,

Member Since:

May 15, 2003

Gender:

Male

Goal Type:

Local Elite

Running Accomplishments:

Unaided PR's:
5K: 14:48 (Track - 2001)
10K: 30:45 (Track - 2001)
10K: 31:32 (Bolder Boulder - 2013)
Half Marathon: 1:06:09 (Duluth - 2013)
Marathon: 2:17:54 (Grandma's) - 2014)
Marathon: 2:19:47 (Indianapolis Monumental - 2013)
Marathon: 2:19:49 (Indianapolis Monumental - 2010)

Aided PR's:
10K: 29:38 (Des News - 2011)
Half Marathon: 1:05:30 (TOU Half - 2011)
Marathon: 2:18:09 (St George - 2007)
Marathon: 2:17:35 (Boston - 2011)

Short-Term Running Goals:

Diagnosed with Ankylosing Spondylitis in June of 2008. Started taking Enbrel in March, 2009.

Run as much as I can, and race as well as I can. Make the most of however much time I have left as an able-bodied runner.

Training for the 2018 Colorado Marathon

Long-Term Running Goals:

  Run until I'm old, and then run some more. Stand tall.

Personal:

1 wife, 2 kids. 1 cat. Work as a GIS Specialist/Map Geek

Endure and persist; this pain will turn to your good. - Ovid

Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. - Romans 5:1-5

 

 

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Finally had my rheumatologist appointment today. Got the official diagnoses of Ankylosing Spondylitis. No big surprise, but I supposed it's nice to get a dx in some ways.

No, ankylosing spondylitis (A.S.) is not the name of a dinosaur. "Ankylosing" means stiff or rigid. "Spodylitis" means inflammation of the spine. So ankylosing spondylitis is a chronic arthritic disease that causes the joints and ligaments along the spine to become inflamed. If left untreated, the spine can completely fuse, causing the person to lose mobility (hence, the "Ankylosing" part of it). A.S. is most common in men in their 20s. The cause is not quite known, but it appears to be genetics (HLA-B27 gene) combined with a trigger event (probably some sort of gut infection). Most people with A.S. have HLA-B27, but only about 10% of people with HLA-B27 have A.S. So the environmental trigger factor is a large role.

Their is no cure for A.S., but it can be treated into remission. Exercise, NSAIDs, DMARDs, and anti-TNF meds seem to be all there is at this point. The exercise is important to keep the joints mobile. Move it or lose it. Swimming is best for obvious reasons, and running is often frowned upon because of the jarring (but for the record my doc said that running is okay if it doesn't hurt). NSAIDs treat the symptoms by killing the inflammation, but does not stop progression of the disease. They also tend to tear apart the stomach and fry the liver if taken for a long time. DMARDs (Disease-modifying anti-rheumatic drugs) can slow down disease progression, but haven't been shown to be terribly effective with A.S. Kind of a hand-me-down from big brother rheumatoid arthritis. Anti-TNFs (tumor necrosis factor, biologics) suppress the part of the immune system that is attacking the body. Biologics can repress or completely halt the disease, and seem to be the most promising for A.S. However, they also increase the chance of infection, and perhaps even some types of cancer.

Diet has also helped a small percentage of people deal with A.S. to varying degrees. Low-starch and No-starch diets are definitely on the fringe of the treatment, mostly (IMO) because there is no money for doing non-drug research, plus pharmaceuticals can't make any money if people just stop eating bread. But the diet has a small but fanatical cult-like following among lay-people. In any case, it is proven that some foods cause inflammation, and some foods reduce it, so it is a safe bet to pursue that kind of diet just for general health and to help things along.

Anyway, this is long, but it's as much for my therapeutic benefit as for anything. My symptoms aren't too terribly severe on the grand scale. Judging by x-rays and flexibility tests, I have suffered no joint damage or no beginnings to fusion either. This is good. Since A.S. isn't terribly well-known, most people can go over a decade without getting it diagnosed, and by that time they may have already started to fuse (once you fuse, you can't go back). In my case, I think my hyper-sensitivity to what is going on in my body due to being a runner helped get me into a series of doctors and start asking the right questions and getting the right tests. I can track my A.S. timeline back to June of 2005, so it's been going on for three years at the longest, which is pretty quick for a dx.

And it turns out that my clusters of "running injuries" may not be entirely from running, and are better explained as A.S. flares. It also turns out that A.S. often affects muscles and tendons near insertion points, so my plantar fasciits and hamstring tendinitis would also be common A.S. symptoms. Of course, running didn't help most of these things either. And A.S. also commonly causes "sausage toe", which is what it sounds like, and is what I have going on with my feet (currently preventing me from running). Timeline:

  • 1994 - June 2005: No injuries whatsoever. Nothing, nada. No back pain.
  • June 2005 - November 2005: SI pain, lower back pain, patellofemoral pain (runners knee). Ran through most of it, then took a couple months off after St. George.
  • December 2005 - February 2006: perfectly healthy, resumed running
  • Feb/March 2006 - August 2006: SI pain, lower back pain, patellofemoral pain (other knee), groin strain, plantar fasciitis. No running for 5 months.
  • September 2006 - December 2007: pain-free, blissful running
  • January 2008 - June 2008 (ongoing): hamstring tendinitis, SI pain, sore/stiff lower back, stiff mid-back, neck pain, swollen toes, swollen forefoot.

So it's been alternating healthy - flare - healthy - flare. I am now in my third flare, by my count. This is definitely the longest, although I don't know that it is more severe than what I went through in 2006. So the A.S. may be ramping up each (bad thing), but I am not sure. It would sure be nice if I left this flare and had another 15 months of quiet.

My rheumie thought it would be best to start with a prescription NSAID to wick out the inflammation. Everyone's version of A.S. if a little bit different. If mine follows the pattern of flare - healthy - flare, then I can probably get by with taking NSAIDs as needed. However, if things don't ever get better, and it seems to be progressing, then he will want me do go on an anti-TNF, such as Remicade or Embrel. I'd rather not do this, as it is very expensive (~$20,000/year). With insurance it is something like $100-$200/month, depending on the drug.

So now I am taking diclofenac. Ibuprofen is quite effective on me, so hopefully this will be too, and shrink my foot down to a normal size. My next appt is in 3 months, so until then it will just be the NSAID (as needed), exercise, and a healthy diet.

Will I run competitively again? Maybe. If I can, I probably will, but if I can't life will go on. I know I can be happy and fulfilled without running, and it is not my identity, but I do enjoy it, so I would obviously like to be able to at least go out and run 6 miles pain-free with myself or with my friends. But this whole ordeal has served to remind me that my hope is not in the present with this broken body, but my hope lies in God and in His promise of a future and an eternal life.

19"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. -Matt 6:19-21

And the great hymn, "Be Still My Soul":

Be still, my soul: the Lord is on thy side.

Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain.

Leave to thy God to order and provide;

In eve - ry change, He faithful will remain.

Be still, my soul: thy best, thy heavenly Friend

Through thor - ny ways leads to a joyful end.


Be still, my soul: your God doth undertake

To guide the future, as He has the past.

Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;

All now mysterious shall be bright at last.

Be still, my soul: the waves and winds shall know

His voice Who ruled them while He dwelt below.


Be still, my soul: the hour is hastening on

When we shall be forever with the Lord.

When disappointment, grief and fear are gone,

Sorrow forgot, love's purest joys restored.

Be still, my soul: when change and tears are past

All safe and blessed we shall meet at last.

Comments
From wheakory on Thu, Jun 26, 2008 at 12:37:41

Paul it's great you got some answers. Your right, running is not our priority, but for fun. Putting your faith in God is the key and God can heal you. Our church has a prayer list and I'm going to be putting you on it to remember.

If we trust in God we can always be happy, because materialism, accomplishments can't make us happy and have a satisfying life only God can.

From Superfly on Thu, Jun 26, 2008 at 12:59:54

I just hope you get feeling like normal again and can have a regular quality of life. I guess it may feel good to finally know what your are battling.

Good job on being such a good role model. You've always had such a great attitude about things. You make great points about how running isn't "life". I personally get way too caught up in this little running lifestyle. I'd really like to hit a sub 2:20 and then back way off to just run for fitness and not be so cursed for miles.

I'm sure if anyone can over come something like this it's you. So you've got that going for ya.

BTW- I left you a few melted bar's the other day in your fridge. I was going to take them on the relay but the melt got too bad. They should be good but chuck them if your not interested.

From Paul Petersen on Thu, Jun 26, 2008 at 13:08:04

Kory - thanks, I appreciate the prayers.

Clyde - I agree, it's good to know, not just for treatment, but for peace of mind. Sometimes I think this might be God's way of keeping me grounded and my priorities in line, as my life can get out of balance sometimes. But on the other hand, I don't always know God's plan, but merely have faith that He has one for me, and that it is ultimately good. Without dark, one cannot see light.

I've been enjoying your protein bars. They are pretty good.

From Clay on Thu, Jun 26, 2008 at 13:42:54

Well said Paul. I hope you can keep the good attitude because it is a pure example to me of someone who understands life and our purpose here:-)

I will also remember you in my prayers, which I think is a powerful thing and I believe it can move mountains!

Keep up the good work.

From Dustin on Thu, Jun 26, 2008 at 16:04:31

Paul, you are a wonderful example to us all about putting things in true perspective. You've always had a positive attitude about things (injuries, problems)and have been willing to flow whatever God has planned for you.

I wish you the best in your recovery and I'm getting excited for you to experience the joys of parenting.

Thanks, for all the work you put into the relay. I had a really fun time this year and felt our Van really rocked, even though the music was somewhat questionable. I mean "found on the road dead" or whatever that song was when James was running, very inspiring especially considering it was right before my leg. Then again, why am I complaining to you, I think that was Chad's music.

Anyway, it was a great time, and I was thankful to see that your Fazoli's did better than mine.

From Jon on Fri, Jun 27, 2008 at 00:06:07

Paul- I always enjoy your posts, especially your long, thoughtful ones. Sorry to hear about AS, though good to finally have this nailed down. You have a great perspective on running and life that I know will carry you thru all your trials. Enjoy your time with Stacy and get ready for a fun time as a dad. And whenever you feel up for a run, let me know. 4 am, 5 pm, whenever.

From jtshad on Fri, Jun 27, 2008 at 10:04:10

Glad you finally got to really name your pain and can potential see a pathway through it. You have a great balanced perspective, life is not solely one thing (work, running, etc.) and a solid faith can get you through most of life's trials.

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