Sue had a funeral today to I talked my husband and youngest son into coming up to the trails with me. They biked and I ran. It was nice but I struggled a bit more today. Felt like I could not catch my breath for the first mile, maybe because it's all up hill. But even on the rollers I didn't really feel myself. On a personal note I have been very emotional lately. Tearing up at things that I don't think I would normally get teary about. Had a really bad day yesterday when I realized that people I thought were my friends really are not. Brought back all those old feeling of rejection from my past. All the mean girl episodes that I thought I had out grown, I guess being particularly emotional didn't help with this situation. It just leaves you wondering what you did or why you are not acceptible to them. I'm getting teary just trying to write this. I'm sure I will be over this soon.
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