Megan Frodsham PVHS XC STS

Well that was the devil. Did some 30 sec on the track, 800's and then kinda 1000's.. I struggled. Had the hardest time staying positive..I can do okay to push on my own when I drop off the speed demons but I just didn't today...feeling negative and I know it is bad..working on it.

lesson learned today.. don't wait a week and a half to blog cuz you forget stuff!

AM: I was so on time and I picked two people up..I was so proud :) Weird pain in my leg..not sure what it is.

PM: time trial..I just don't know. Hurt so bad but I let it run my race which hurt me mentally and emotionally almost more. Went straight into mark's.. he felt really bad for teasing me about it ealier cuz I was crying. I just sat on the table with ice things on my legs and tried not to fall into a complete emotional wreck. He messed around with my foot trying to conect it with the pain in my leg. He isn't sure. There is a muscle on the outside of both shins that kills whenever he touched it and it might be something to do with my previous issues with my knees but this came all of the sudden. For now I am on pain meds every 4 hours and ice a lot. I'll go in tomorrow for treatment and then biking is what he said. He didn't want to try anything else because it was so tender. I'm feeling really upset. My mom thinks I am too tired something about "burning too many candles"...idk what to give up though. I don't really have a choice right now.