Laced up the new blue helios and (power hiked-ish) Mt Raymond with Jim. It was slow up which was enjoyable, then he twisted an ankle pretty harshly and went down coming down, so we took it easy coming out. I had forgotten how good those shoes feel new. :)
Listened to a lot of James on the way to/from the canyon.
"Looked in the mirror, I don't know who I am anymore
The face is familiar
But the eyes, the eyes give it all away
They're all out to get you
Once again they're all out to get you
Here they come again"
I haven't told my family yet that I left the church (even though I was a fence sitter for years before the last year of inactivity) and the weekend with them was nice but uncomfortable. I don't fit in fantastically well with my sisters anyways, and this won't help. I've been able to play it off well enough until now, and have been procrastinating it for far too long. I don't know that I'm ready for the shunning and flak I know I will recieve for the rest of my life. I've been dreading this. (Yes, the shunning will happen, don't underestimate my family.)
I needed a peak today.
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