PM: 5 Back in the USA from a week in france. Have been bad about posting here even before that. I will be driving up to providence tomorrow and the next day and hopefully then having people to run with will make a big difference in my motivation. And getting away from home I will again be in control of my schedule and what I eat. I have to get back on a good diet and running schedule and I am also thinking I am going to not drink during the week anymore. It is a time waster, a calorie dump, I eat more when I drink on top of that, and I sleep poorly when I drink. It is a sacrifice I need to make.
PM: met bedoukian and we went to some trails and he destroyed me lol. I hadn't eaten almost anything that day (was driving all day and didn't stop but once for gas). I seriously hit the wall and we had to walk the last mile probably lol. Very embarrasing.