Horrible motivation this week. I think I dug myself into a hole somehow. It might have been the 18 miler on Saturday. I need to get it together, but I can't seem to get my head into training. When I am focused on a goal, I am very disciplined and everything else revolves around workouts. When I let myself slip, I remember how nice it is to sleep in, how great it is to spend time with my kids, how good junk food tastes. Then I start to lose motivation. I need to set some solid goals and a more specific training plan. But, my mind and will don't quite seem to be up to the challenge yet. I need to make sure I'm ready to commit.
14 miles with Jenny. We stayed on the Jordan River Parkway to keep it flat and easy. It didn't feel easy. I was very happy to stop at 14. Race next week. I do not have high hopes. Sorry for all the blah.
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