I met Devra early at Cottonwood Complex for a tempo run. We were originally going to run it on the Parkway, but changed locations. My plan was 8 miles. We ran a loop around the complex. 1100 E to 4500 S, to 1300 E, to 3900S. It was a hillier route than I usually do for tempos, so I knew it would be slower. I felt that if I could get in at least a 6:30 per mile groove, that would be good. I felt awful from the start. I went through 2 miles at 12:56. On pace, but I was already breathing really hard. Then, the time just started to fall off from there. I stopped at 4. I was at 26:30 at that point, and felt like I was digging myself in a hole. I don't know what is wrong with me. I just overall feel crappy; physically, emotionally, and mentally. I'm just completely drained. I wish I could pinpoint exactly what I could do to feel better. Do I rest? or just push through? And, how do I get to feeling excited and happy about running again? or even just life in general? Oh, this is such a happy post! |